C.A.Eth Arts has been created to showcase my art, in whatever form that may be. With doing music, art, writing and whatever other craft I end up running into, it can become difficult to keep track of any progress with them being vastly different. Sometimes I am left with a physical item as proof of the effort that was put in, but more often then not there hasn't been anything tangible at the end or its been lost in the many files scattered on my computer. ​

 

I've always done some form of art. It goes back to before my memory even vaguely starts. When it comes to art, its a thing that everyone has done at some point in their life time, usually at a young age. It just seems that once a certain point is reached it gets stamped out in some way or another so not many people keep creating. Art is expressive, no matter what everyone does it differently, and I think that's part of why people get dragged away from it.

 

Emotions are embedded into every single creation, whether its shown in the piece itself or not. Though with that, not every creation has meaning, and trying to put meaning to every single thing you create can be draining and off-putting. We tend to forget how big of an impact art has on history and how it is everywhere in out daily lives. Everything has had some sort of artist behind it since everything had to be designed and mocked up before it could be made, whether on paper or putting images together in their head. As much of a skill art can be, its innately build into every living creature. 

 

Out of all the art things I have done, music has held the most meaning throughout the years. Its the one thing were the process of creating has always flowed relatively easily, although I haven't been able to complete a project fully as I don't have an environment where I feel like I can create how I want to with it. All I really have the space to currently do is instrumental and improv, which isn't the space I want to do most of my music in. 

 

I want to be able to support myself from doing my art and continue seeing the improvement over time. However it has become difficult for me to stay motivated in anything with my mental health being chronically at a low. It has effected everything I can do as a person existing in a space and I don't have a support network to help with being able to do the basic functions needed for survival.

 

Art is something I want to be able to continue doing, and even though I don't have much energy to work on all the projects I want to do, I'll still keep trying to continue them where I can bit by bit.

 

Enjoy the chaos <3

Cat A. Ethera